Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Kick That Old Cancer For Good!

[Susan Hawk - not the TV reality star - this is my pal of the same name from my days at UGA and beyond.]

Hi everybody. My twin sister** Suj is in a Cancer Fundraiser called Relay for Life. (They aren't actually raising funds FOR cancer, but to irradicate it.)

Susan (known as Suj to us collegiate chums) is very close to reaching her goal in sponsorship... I wanted to post a link here so if any of you felt compelled you could also sponsor her. Or find out where your friends are plugged in to such events and sponsor them. However you wish to be involved let's put this dreadful beast to rest AT LAST.

Also on my list...

Conquer AIDS
Conquer Domestic Violence
Conquer Bigotry
Conquer Drug Overdosing
Conquer Bird Flu
Conquer Swine flu
Conquer any dang species flu that pops up...


Ah heck... let's just find a solution that will end suffering! Details on how to do that will appear here in a later post, but for today... toss $5, $10, $25... or $2000 to sponsor Susan so we can check cancer off the list soon!

**- The twin reference is 'cause Suj (her) and Munk (me) met in college and found out we were born same exact day, same exact year. That always gave us a fun bond. Libra Buddies we called ourselves! Libra Bonding was our euphamism for becoming inebriated simulataneously in that way that college students do! We bonded a fair amount over the years! : )

So in honor of all those born on October 16th (like Munk/Bowdawg, Susan/Suj, and some famous people like Suzanne Sommers, plus EVERYBODY LISTED HERE) and especially in memory of our college friend Sondra Sawitski, a non-smoker who died suddenly (and without any of us knowing until she was already gone) from an aggressive form of lung cancer - let's do it for all of them!!



SPONSOR SUSAN or Somebody somebody TODAY!!

Monday, April 27, 2009

A truly productive day!

It was WARM here this weekend. Fry eggs on the sidewalk warm it seemed (because of the stark contrast to cooler weather that had been breezing through the past few weeks.)

A brief post tonight as I am busy. I wanted to send a heartfelt prayer to Athens because I heard about the tragedy on campus there. Keeping people sane and stable in this world is so challenging. My girls perform at a local theatre troop with the man's daughters. How very tragic.

I hear also that Nana is doing oh so much better since her pacemaker and all is in place. So more prayer juice to the Nana-meister!

A'ight folks... gotta hit the prayer bench for a late night recitation and then some shut-eye before a work day in B'town.

Shouts hugs and all that good stuff.

-B'Dawg

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Slumdawg... the Musical?

Yay and Hurray to Mr. Boyle for his labor of excellence.

Saw Slumdog Millionaire over the weekend and LOVED it. Obviously am not alone - seeing as there are trophies lining shelves of so many involved with the project.

But I have to say - the final credits... PERFECT fun and so well done. I watched that part so many times waiting for John to finish it up before we send it back to the little land of red envelopes!

I now understand all the hype - and give it 2 ~well deserved~ thumbs up. Way. Up.

Dev Patel - holy good acting. And the children cast in this were superb. Top it off with a must have soundtrack... and you have a film that is a juxtaposition of despair and undying optimism. That is right up my ally.

For a treat - pop it in your DVD player and go right to scene 28 - the closing titles. I gotta work on my group choreography at the Bethesda Metro station!


Monday, April 20, 2009

Props to Barak Obama's Bo Dog

From this Bowdawg to that Bo-Dog! A handsome little booger ain't he?



Yes, many of us learned that Barack Obama is now following you on Twitter... I know, I know... it is an automated reciprocal think I am sure... but let me enjoy the idea of the First family dialing up my posts with gleeful abandon after each tweet! (I wish he had time to tweet himself... I think he has some amazing perspectives to share - the first president to know how to use social technology while in office.) I have a feeling he would not be following my Twitter profile for political advice... maybe if I did a piece on the appearance of Lincoln's emanation in modern America though??

More likely his staff could be seeking my tweets on dog grooming or holistic vet care! ~SHAMELESS PLUG FOR A FRIEND~. Best vet care in the area is available at veterinary health care. One of their amazing vets was a lead doctor in Tylertown after Hurricane Katrina ravaged the area. Dr. Pema Mallu is an amazing holistic vet and pet acupuncturist who led the troops and volunteers of Best Friends in the make shift animal refugee camp after the storm in '05. Knowing her skills... maybe the White House staff would be interested in sending Air Force One out Bethesda way for Bo's wellness and dietary needs!? (Nah, knowing Michelle and Barack, they would be smart enough to send the pooch in a Hybrid! Better on the economy, environment and Bo could hang his head out a window!)

We love ya Bo. And snappy outfits to boot!

Yee-ha first dawg! Call us if you need some treats!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

The voice of an Angel

A co-worker turned me onto the Susan Boyle phenomenon!

Hearing her sing the ballad "I Dreamed a Dream" from Les Miserables led me also to a link on the sidebar where you can hear her cover Julie London's "Cry Me A River."


A delightful woman with a delightful voice enjoying amazing thrust into the spotlight!

A nice way to start a Sunday morning!

Friday, April 17, 2009

With the Love and Care of a Mother's Tender Heart

"...I beseech you."

This line I am quoting (hopefully correctly) is from the CD "Trilogy" which dropped today.



It is a sneak preview of a larger work that will release later this year. The longer album (okay- do we use that term for a recorded disk any longer? I just felt another gray hair sprout on my head...) ahem the longer CD/Album/Collection... will be called Lineage of Queens

My first piece of advice. Listen to Trilogy over here. It is a culmination... sort of like the original mantra-packed work of Revolution of Compassion, got together with the BBV production genius of Delog, married themselves up to the funky blues that evolved in Ellinwood Ranch Blues... and together these pieces transmigrated into the 4 songs that are sampled here on Trilogy with some music industry heavy hitters! For $4 you can download the full versions of all four songs - That is less than a Big Mac meal (and hella more nourishing - with a secret sauce of its own!)

There is a potency just ooozing through as I am listening to the heartfelt prayers of a voice that is rich with dakini wisdom proclaiming that she will return for you and you alone. Since this particular mission has been accomplished in many lifetimes by none other than the artist penning the music - well it adds a level of depth to the listening experience. If you have read my blog on more than one occasion and have yet to read the Jetsunma Ahkon Lhamo (a/k/a: Alyce Zeoli) story... all I can say is ~what are you doing wasting your time on my silly ramblings~ ? Go peruse that which is of true benefit!

What I truly feel happening is the birth of an American Revolution and any level of interest in compassion or dharma (from zero to Richard Gere-esque support) is invited to feast at this banquet!!

Personally, I now feel that I have both a "formal" chanting practice, the Chimed Sog Thig (Or any of our pujas) or I can pop my mp3 player on my head (borrowing John's Skull Candy headphones for maximum sound delight) or with my simple earbuds while I commute to work and experience my practice in the "easily digestible" form of music that comes from my culture and speaks to my heart and mind, and stays in my mind all day long. Both are emanations of Mandarava's aspirations - one a bit more formal than the other - but both pack a whallop!

(l-r: Tara Middleton, Jetsunma, Tex Gabriel, Jimmy Mack)

And the folks that have gravitated together to record together on this work. ~WoW~!! Anyone ever hear of that guy... - oh ~what~ was his name? Oh yeah... John Lennon. Or perhaps Sly and The Family Stone?? You may have heard of them? ;) Well Tex Gabriel has certainly heard of John Lennon, and Jimmy Mack Rolled with Marvin Gaye, Sly's Stones and others. And each of these heavy hitters are included among the musicians on Trilogy and Lineage of Queens!

Go Ahkon Lhamo Go!! It is like Jetsunma is giving all of us a whole new way of practicing while we wrestle with the traditional transliteration of Tibetan and Sanskrit - or worse, some of us may feel dry and empty from more culturally "unaccessible" protocols and traditions! And the rest of the world is invited to join in because these are Universal Truths. The Cult of Compassion if you will- All can join in. Those of us with commitments will still chip away at the beautiful traditional chants and melodies - but yippie-kaya-hooo that we can supplement with this blues fest full of mantra!

So come on in. Tap your toes. Hum along. I promise that I will not stop grooving to these beats until I am also able to return for each and every one of you who may need a friend along the way.

Hrih... hrih... hrih... PHET. Yeah. Now that is the dharma shisizzle!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Easter, Judas and Andrew Lloyd Weber


The Monday after Easter. Wow. There are surely a few experiences happening for all that observe the events of this past month leading from Ash Wednesday through Maundy Thursday, Good Friday and the important occasion which so many celebrate in essence on Easter Sunday.

The first and critical component... all those vices that were given up for lent are taken up with RELISH! (Would be interesting to check historic sales of chocolate on the day after Easter each year wouldn't it!?)

Also to all who gave up blogging or Facebook - WELCOME BACK! We missed you all, and only spoke lovingly of you in your absence! (Memo to self, check back dated posts for snarky commentary on giving up Bowdawg for lent!)

Obviously (or perhaps this is a news flash) those of us who are Buddhist converts do not celebrate Easter in the liturgical sense. We do not follow the prescribed calendar of the faith base. But I want to assure each of you (to whom it matters, or even if there is not such interest... but it makes for a way to kill 15 minutes reading your Monday blog updates, here it goes) I still like to "observe" Easter even as a Buddhist.

The ideas that are represented are of Universal hope, and WHO would not want to celebrate that? And also to acknowledge the spiritual and historical arising from the day of the Christ ascending. Anticipation of the return is something that (I believe) Jetsunma Ahkon Lhamo, the students of Kunzang Palyul Choling, the Palyul community at large and all students of His Holiness Penor Rinpoche are keenly aware of as we speak (or you know - the blogging terminology equivalent.)

I once heard a PROFOUND explanation of the meaning of Easter, and it was from a Buddhist. I want to impart a smidgen of my perspective based on that information, and hope that IN NO WAY do you see this as challenging anything you believe. Moreso - it is to take an inclusive attitude that we needn't all celebrate each others holidays to see the value in each of them. And if we expanded our efforts to include unfamiliar(to us) and foreign faith based rituals and events... HEAVEN forbid... we might better understand the fellow inhabitants of our planet!?

So... with Easter, comes the acknowledgement of Judas. MOST people I know would utter that name with a sense of disgust or with that label of "betrayer" - and I will not argue that point with them in that moment. Seems fruitless. But if we take a step back from the emotional display... we must admit SOME of us are in the role of Buddhist philosophers who grew up with Christian culture and traditions... so the holidays still hold an EMOTIONAL element as much as a spiritual memory. And for my beloved friends and readers who are practicing Christians, perhaps an teeeeeeeny offering to you of seeing our perspective can be had. And offer you a chance to mention yours if you like.

SO. Judas. Bad guy, right? Why on EARTH would one of the fortunate disciples even DREAM of telling the authorities where Jesus could be found that night in Gethsemane? If that had not occurred... the twelve disciples, their companions/consorts and the small entourage surrounding the man whose death (and subsequent arising) has had one of the largest impressions on our planet TO DATE... would not have come to pass. (EEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRT.) [How do you make the sound of screeching brakes in writing?]

Let us ponder that. IF Judas had not, performed his role (that is the best way I can state it without giving judgement to the action) then I do not know HOW the world could have witnessed the persecution of one of the most arguably NOT GUILTY men in history. His execution, and then the miracle of his power over the death of the body could not have then been witnessed.

It is a Buddhist story if EVER I heard one. But again, for different emphasis and reasons. Not because of the religion or beliefs of those before, during or after. The person involved had faith unlike most of us can even fathom (again - I insert disclaimer that I am not clergy, I am not historically speaking with advanced training, and I am not trying to convert, deny, or recruit any one elses's view. I am building a small conversational bridge we might use to cross a creek and meet on each other's shores.)

We, as Vajrayan Buddhists, study how to die. That sounds ODD doesn't it? Why, amongst the beauty of life... would you even THINK about the horror of dying? It seems so dang depressing.

But, there are those who might posit that Jesus had 2 choices for his method of showing the everlasting truth and JOY that he knew existed beyond the limitations of the flesh. He could (as I once heard it described PERFECTLY by a brilliant woman who knows SO MUCH MORE on this topic than I can pretend to know) he could have lasted FOREVER in his life. Walked his talk for hundreds of years, eons perhaps. And shown that the "rules" of humanity have no hold over he who has surrendered his life as a vehicle of service to the Ultimate goal. We Buddhist call that person a Bodhisattva. And Jesus was an EXEMPLARY Bodhisattva. And (not wishing to stir up controversy) there are others. It is, I believe WHY he kept saying and teaching the WAY to become this.

But how could he have displayed that without the events that transpired? Without the betrayal, the death on the cross, and the resurrection... the students and disciples would have grown weary from waiting, or died off themselves because they did not know this method of eternal life... and all we would have to celebrate thes past few weeks would be that mysterious substance that Cadberry makes look like a yolk in the middle of that chocolate egg. (THAT is a miracle.)

Seriously though, lent is a sad little equivalent of a chance to sacrifice a piece of our comfort in modern life. Give up something we enjoy or cling to in acknowledgement of one who has made a MUCH bIgGeR sacrifice.

We, as Buddhist, are encouraged to renounce CONSTANTLY the phenomena of the Earth life we cling to so desperately. We are NEVER taught to throw away that life. And we are not told that we have no choice but to abandon the phenomena. You always have a choice.

There are some people who practice at that level of avoiding the ACTUAL phenomena (be it vows of celibacy, abstinence, and other components of the Vinaya or monastic lifestyle.) But there are also more subtle opportunities to not be HOOKED by the things in this life that are so tempting. To live among these things but not be CONTROLLED by them... intoxicated with them. Insatiable little buggers that we are.

I feel compelled to view Easter each year, to view Judas (who, honestly, became more human and worthy of attention in my life through the character portrayed in Jesus Christ Superstar) and to not just "jump ship" in this transitional period in our history as Americans. YES - what Judas did SUCKS both karmically and because it drove him to his own destruction. But I cannot see the world in absolute polarities. I could day that because I am THIS then I can only witness THAT as a bad thing. But I know that is not what the Buddha or Jesus taught. They teach us the EMPTINESS of phenomena. The hopeless cycle that evolves from judging this as good and that as bad. It leads to dying from THIS life and being born into THAT life and then arguing back with just as much conviction how bad THIS life is from THAT perspective. Endless. Pointless. SILLY.

Instead the Bodhisattvas show us that all this phenomena is child's play. And if you want to walk in the light that they display you must not only SAY you believe. You MUST change. You must go through your own crucifixion and arise from that display. You must walk the path.

I cannot tell you how to do that. I can only offer a perspective that says I grew up with the icons of Easter (and honestly - doesn't it seem confusing how we throw in the events of Palms and Communion with the original Pagan elements of Spring and then get the corporate sponsors involved and... TO DATE... I and most kids have no clue what coloring EGGS, hiding them - cavorting with a huge fuzzy Bunny that breaks and enters once a year and leaves you high caloric, tooth rotting loot has to do with ANY of it.) But we LOVE us some holidays don't we!? And don't even get me started on the spiral cut ham...

SO I didn't want to spoil the festivities of the holiday- but I wanted to lift the veil on the Monday that it usually all "goes away" (and all the chocolate goes on half price... MEMO to self... hit the candy discount aisle today!) I want you and me whether we are Christian, Buddhist, Hindu, Jewish or Mormons... I wanted ALLLLLL the variety and spices in this boiling pot of soup we call humanity to GROW from our opportunities. Not just mark calendars, but take up the habits of our teachers and what they come to display for us. No need to run out and get nailed to a cross. But if this dorky little Buddhist can wake up today still in AWE of what that represented... 2000 some odd years ago. Well... I am guessing that Jesus, Judas, Mary Magdalene (one of the FIRST to witness and thus a KEY to the unfolding) all must have served their purpose quite brilliantly.

Without them... Hershey's would have NEVER given us that ~awesome~ little Peanut Butter eggy shaped thing at this time every year.

Be of good cheer. Pardon me for (yet another) discussion of the philosophies I study now in Jetsunma Ahkon Lhamo's mandala with the beauty of the Christian faith I grew up with at First United Methodist in Athens Georgia. I am happier still about Easter's significance now through the study of P'howa and the teachings on Chod than I believe I was when I worshipped at the stage of Andrew Lloyd Weber. But I must say... I often wonder if Andrew was an incarnation of Judas Iscariot!?

Ok - rambling now so... I am off to raid CVS shelves of some malted milk ball eggs. Happy Trails, Peace and all that Jazz.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Blog Casserole


Remember casserole night as a kid? All that yummy bubbly cheese and cracker covered mystery was just hiding what, the adult you would learn later, was the remnants of the prior grocery shop that didn't have any other ingredients to mix with.

Seriously dude, why else would Green Beans, French Fried Durkee Onions, and Mushroom soup end up in a dish together? But if you melted cheddar shreds on top and crumbled crackers on it... voila... you got you some CASSEROLE baby!!

That is how my blog is gonna roll tonight. Lots of random unfinished ideas, spilling out from an insomnia moment... top with cheese and bake at 350 degrees for 30 minutes.

So... bizarre notions in no particular order:

1) I am addicted to sappy cinema. Or TV - doesn't matter which. If the right pop niche song cues up with a clever "laughter through tears" scene - my eyes get misty. And since recently it has come to my attention that I very rarely allow myself REAL emotions in the moment... I think Netflix is my emotional counselor. I am LOVING the silly show Brothers and Sisters. It is mashing those clogged pores of my emotional acne till those icy inner zits pop and a pointless tear runs down my cheek. Fuhgedhabout it!

2) The "Fuhgedabout it" is reference to Stephen King's book On Writing which I just finished reading. Wow. Such an accessible story on the craft of fiction writing. Perhaps I will indeed take a stab at banging out some stories soon. If the Universal Gods of time management keep waking me up all night and having me sleep all day - then novelist may become the only vocation that allows for my bio-rythyms anyway.

2.5) [I added this one during my proof-reading of the post.] I also took an audio version of Fannie Flagg's novel Can't Wait to Get to Heaven on my Sedona trip and listened to the final few discs this week. Great characters, a slow story - but as a philosopher at heart - it was an interesting choice of subject matter from a lesbian writer and great entertainer of the 7o's through present day. I just realized a few minutes ago that the epilogue of that is what planted the casserole image seed in my thought garden.

3) I launched my long touted but never decided career-from-home this week. I have been futzing around with ideas, bought web domains, cancelled web domains, joined MLMs, cancelled MLMs, and talked, talked, talked people's ears off about ideas for home based work. This week I started (well I started 6 months ago - but I checked things off a to-do list this week.) More than some of my "start-ups" of past ventures have failed to grow wings. We'll see how it goes. You can see the original genesis of the web site here, with the next phase here, and the latest addition here... that led to my first proposal here to promote my friend Rebel's K9 friendly Guide to Sedona (we still discuss it occassionally - but we stall out a lot.) So that site remains somewhat unattended at present (I know, I know - we all hate dead links.) I thought it would be enough to get me rolling energetically. But it was not. So I am giving my Acupuncturist an online life, and hoping to build my reputation one unpaying client at a time. But I at least ~started~. (What better time than a recession - no one is obnoxiously claiming how well there business is doing whilst I flounder. If you are about to do so in my comment section - I have absolute veto powers known as "delete comment"!) ; )

4) The perfect job for me (since you asked, ahem) would be to become a consultant who met with people... figured out what they have always wanted to do but never knew how to - and then catalyzed that process for them. I would give workshops, meet with clients in little coffee houses, join people in learning about oragami or underwater basket weaving or WHATEVER and just get that ball rolling for them. It is a wierd thing I have about being obsessed with something vicariously through others... and then needing to move on once I reach saturation. That is the only job I figure so far that will keep me tracking. Main pitfall with this vocation choice... jobs should earn you income - I can't figure out a way to make "being a muse" also pay the power bill... ~sigh~

5) I got out of bed because the power of craving is so strong that the piece (or 3) of swiss cheese mentioned by John at 1:30 AM would not stop whispering my name until I finally consumed it (them) at 4:15 AM. Now the bastard(s) are quiet. Perhaps Buddha was onto something with that whole statement about "all suffering is caused by desire". Cheese, damn you, you are a slumber-wrecker!

See how skillful that was? I totally (by accident) managed to end my blog casserole post with cheese. A-MAZ-ing. Now who needs a muse?